Excuse me, but you're standing on my happy

The now of jme

Things have changed and I have to work like hell to feel like im a god. reality is so fucking boring really but i still manage to keep it a notch too far. Getting rid of charla helped clear some of that up. who got rid of who im not sure but sneaky feelings said she was fucking around with brandon. now she lives with him. good luck fucker, that sweet poontang has a shorter shelf life than a us cellular battery.

Im wearing a girls scrub top right now. ill show you pics later maybe, sadly i look adorable. getting pissed on sucks. Im literal folks but not always.

rufees fuck you UP. Nothing like some black streamers coming at you out of thin air to signify you're vulnerable. I have been taking what meds i can find because i cant catch a break with docs lately. I am the streets bitches. vistril keeps me leveled out but i only have three left. survival mode on shit i used to kill me is irony but im doing what i can and kinda what i want.

charla turned out to be the craziest con driven nut out of the coo coos nest. again, more power to my one time friend brandon. i bet that stupid dogs still whining at six am too. Ive switched back to dani mode but i havent gotten head or ahead yet. im not too worried though im listening to trash by korn and buying into it. saturday through sunday, monday. monday through sunday yo.

Love would be nice but whatever. Gotta love me first and i only love what i do. thats bullshit tho i love dani but it is what it is.

Im about to try n go on disability to get the right drugs paid for.

Gorillas on dope motherfuckers.

im addicted to final fantasy six and ghengis kahn 2. ftw

theres alot of other shit i could write about but thats the basic situation. ill post some other shit on here if i get to it but really thats the new shit. i hate my job i love my job, i saved a dudes life with the hiemlich etc etc.

these songs fit but i tell you ff6 is like pink floyd and the wizard of oz with this music playing

catch up

if i remember and nothing else happens tonight im gonna write a complete update. full of date rape drugs, betrayal and the calming down of the jme. fucking abilify.

anyway an update is in order and ill try to keep it entertaining

regards,

teh jme

Suicide n where ive been

I read your xanga

If youve posted within the last two days and didnt write an annoying samount of bullshit Its been an intterestin two weeks. Dani and i got high as fuck and had some of the best sex ive ever experienced. Without a doubt best shes had everm period because she is a complete clusterfuck now,.  shes so cllose and yet oo far. love her to death but all ice is thin round here. brittanys so much better the influence but danis like german chocolate fudge cake. i still thhink im on a road to have niether tho. its fucked up because they are two of my best friends. brit hates dani for putting me through that shit but likes her for the person she is,

i went to the doctor, i dinna htink im bipolar for real, i ok yeah i am but i dont get depressed like i used to. i dinna like the shit he put me on im not a full blown ppot smker bbut i cn tell you its moere effecctive than the shit he picked. i need to see someone tomorrow. cats the only one throwing herself at me at the moment. dani wantts to but shes always tangled up n brit i dunno. maybe sometime this weekend one of emm.

id like to get married but im still taking whats there to be had.